Of splish and splash

That's my sexy legs kicking water to splash at my kids. Had a small sense of accomplishment when a girl and a boy who refused to step into the pool past few weeks, were having loads of fun today. Another girl who used to be afraid of water running down her face, was "washing" her hair at the water spray area. I realised I only have just a couple or less swimming session with them.

SMS a parent yesterday and the Daddy gave me a lot of encouragement, or maybe trying to convince I am a good teacher. He and his wife has been very supportive of us and I wished I had the strength to go on working with young children. After what happened on New Year I lost all motivation to be a caring a loving person because I seemed to do more harm by loving them too much. To the extent I am willing to exchange having the kids injured to what I am going through?... I think I am over-paranoid already and is time for me to rest my mental stress. It is a clear sign I cannot be a mother.

God must have His reasons for giving me such a character. I totally hate it because I can never hate anyone or show real anger. I looked dumb and people take advantage of me. No matter how hard I tried to be smart and tried to be cold-hearted, I still become a dumb dumb in the end. But I still have to be patient and wait to know the reason behind this apparently stupid-and-hard-to-get-rid character.



Saw this video on a man, Michael Fishbach (how cool his surname has the word "fish", and he is the co-founder in Great Whale Conservancy?), on how he and his family rescues a whale, badly tangled in a fishing net.

Michael was risking his life to swim so near to the humpback whale, a small swing of the tail could injure him badly.Yet, it must have been an awesome experience to go so near to a creature so magnificent!!!!

Salute to the heroes, who spent so much time and effort in saving these sea animals.

That kid is so fortunate to see the rescue and the 1-hour spectacular appreciation show by the whale.

"Mummy, I know what she is doing... she is showing us she is all freed!"

This is so much better than the whale-watch I saw in Boston... But I never regretted spending the money to watch whales on a cool summer day. It was an amazing moment. After watching this video, my "craving" to go back to Boston is so strong. It is like I am home-sick. I feel like just booking the tickets now and fly back to my second hometown... But Boston is freezing temperature now, I have to wait till about May or June:(

It is a place I really want to hide and cry now.

Chinese New Year is coming and this festive season I feel like staying home. But seems like there are lots of plans coming up.

Crystal and I are going to shuffle with the dui lians on Friday. Shuffling Lion Dance stole our shuffling idea!!! :p

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