Happy 2012!!!

Another year gone. I think I have been wishing writing my New Year reflections three times on this blog. Somehow I feel okay looking back on the old posts now. No longer feel any hatred on myself or on the people who hurt me so much. In fact, I have forgiven them and wish them happiness, and hope I can learn to forgive myself soon...

Memorable moments in 2011:
A complaint up to MCYS, constant flow of new kids, final end to a bad story, sh*t bonus, severe lost of voice, swallowing a camera down my throat through my nose, first banana boat ride, Lion King Broadway musical, very-fun-day-at-USS, Shanghai-Hongkong holiday with family, Teachers' Day celebration, watching Ghost adventures, Damian and Cameron, Staff-retreat at Genting (first time play archery), Harry Potter last movie, Running Man, have braces removed, very-sick December, Taiwan Christmas holiday... Just being with my best friend for New Year countdown....

Yeah, it sounded really bad in the beginning of the year. Had a rough time in the first two months till my Chinese partner scolded me "No point bringing bad mood to work, bad things will happened. I rather want you to go home and rest". After she said that I became more positive and good things start happening. Yes, many bad things still happened but I cannot remember them anymore. Like Jimmy said, just leave "good marks" along the way. Over time, you will somehow turn bad things into good stuff.

2011 doesn't sound as exciting as the others... but I had a very happy year.

Something good is coming to an end. Will be sorry to leave and I know I will regret somehow. But I need to protect myself, and also keep my sanity before I break down again. This job is really not for me. A lot of uncertainties lie in 2012... Today is the scariest 1 Jan for me, but I will take all I have learned with me and hope for the best.

I am making a decision between passion and money. Should I leave a satisfying-paying job for an even lower pay plus health-risks mission? Honestly I do not know who to talk to. Think need to give myself a lot of time to think and pray.

No matter how many downs I have in 2012, I still have my family, friends and ah dar:)

New Year resolution?
Never think of it. Maybe to finish my work on time? Stop procrastination?

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